Interesting...I'd have to say.

6 weeks is a long time. yay for annoying shit that i have to do for school. this weekend was weird. i learned (again) how stupid ppl can be. ah...

once i get my own internet at home ill post and read ur guys shit more.
Whats going on for you guys on Halloween? Im planning on being a loser....wanted to dress up as a ninja...but im broke. still havnt found a job but besides that life is good. just need to keep hiking up this smelly mountain...

no but really i went hiking last weekend and it was awesome. fucked up my leg but whatever im still alive and nothing broke.

....midterms are weak sauce.

Shmee!

lol.

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Pink seems to be my new year's color. Interestingly enough. I hope everyone's day is going well. Already this place is getting old.
I need to make some really important decisions soon.

The world must be ending soon. Does anyone else feel the strange breezes?

I'm free! but my baby is stressing and i wish i could comfort him. it seems as if hes getting it from somewhere else. but thats just me ass-u-me-ing. *shrug*

HEY PEOPLE on the UUUNIVERSE!~~~~

Happy 18th B-DAY 2 MEEE3333!!!

<333

*hisssss*

xD

Yo. Im at my sisters house...waiting for friend to get over here so we can kick it in the SCO.

Im bored..and broke.

I GOT MY BRACES OFF!!!
finally.
its been like 8 years dude..
wtf is up with that?

heh.
hows life?
i wish my sister would come back home from work...
gerrraaaah!

so...yesterday was fine and dandy till the ham i ate started to get digested and got rejected by my body.
omg it was terrible...i threw up like 10 times and got the runs...still have those unfortunately. i really thought i was going to die man. on top of that im on my monthly...

wonderous!


heh....im going to go see up today.
yay for sabrina! im at her house...shes not here...>_>
but thats ok i guess.
meh.
meh...
i have to poo disgustingly now.

GR.

Graduation was tite.
im officially done with school yo.
aint that spiffy?
I finally have a jeeeorb at the YMCA. BUT! the lady who hired me is a stupid whore and never calls me to tell me what my schedule is. i think its pure stupid. i want to go get work clothes now...really its just clothes for work and play...cause my stupid ass-fuck of a group home never gives me money for inportant shit like that. fuckers.
anyhow!
just wanted to say whats up...

waiting...looking working? no..soon perhaps.
mostly..just waiting...writing, typing...wanting to smoke..and work

job
job
job
job
jeeeoooorbobobobobo

bobo

haha...
ya.
-_-
waiting.
for
my results...

wanting to work...
winchester house?
maybe ill be able to do that today...
maybe...

hope.

All i want to do is not go to school and hang out with the sheep and go find a job.
Im sitting at the library messing around on the computer waiting for sheep to message me back because my phone doesnt work because the service got shut off....*deep breath* and i dont think hes gonna message me back in the next 30 minutes hes probably walking to skewl right now or something...apparently he was sick yesterday and didnt even go to school. I wonder if he misses me...i wonder if i dont know but im real bored of this every day shit...i want a break. I wanna smoke some weed.
I miss maryjane.
blah i feel bipolar today!

I gatta leave in 30 minutes to go to school. i so dont want to but then...i dont really have anything better to do so fuck it man.

Its a nice day.

hah.
hahahahahahaha!


Im reading this book called body of lies by Iris Johansen.
Its hella good.
Shes a great writer...totally.
I glad im getting back into reading one book after another.
It makes me feel like im actually doing something with my life besides mopeing.

meh...i dont have much of anything else to do on this computer..horoscopes are checked...mailbox is empty messages have been sent...messenger is open and useless...

i should go to the bathroom and be bored in there..at least i can look at myself doing it.

heh.

Man i need a job.
yesterday i got an interview...i dont think theyll need me though.
GAH
tomorrow is another day for that crap..or today..whatever happens.
right.
well peace out.

school bores the shit outta me. one more test...on the first of next month. im afraid. very very afraid.
math is not my friend math is my enemy. must defeat math...its my final and most difficult apponent.

men are so funny.
not funny "haha" but funny..."wow i hate you, youre so stupid" funny.


hahaha. ^_^
im funny "haha".
at least in my world.


getting jeorb at aqui's or whateva the fuck today.
theyre hiring.
cheesecake factory didnt work out.
"you have to be 18 because we dont wanna be liable"
waaaahhhh.
stupid pink shirt wearing manager dude!

therapy with gina today....yeah whatva. shes takin Irena and i to get a georb.


OH GAWD! I had the worst dream this morning!
it was horrifying.
anime porn and regular porn and...weird random old good movies turned into porn...porn.
beatings and...bats and some random country with a pole and weird swings. and turbans and more bats and falling and fat kids who remind me of aaron but it wasnt aaron but then it might have been...i never found that out.
asian hookers with fake tits walking around naked. and yes of course sheep ties into ALL of this.
god.
when my phone alarm woke my up by vibrating on my face i thought i was still in the dream for a good 2 minutes or so. God!
it fucked up my whole morning. i didnt sleep well at all. i had other weird dreams..about everyone and their moms man...shit.
im pretty sure its just cause of stress....it was just a fucked up dream listing all the things im stressing over...plus a bit more...and kinda exagerrated...geeze.

what a day this ones gonna be eh?

bathroom time.
<_< <333

Haha! Today in my GED class theres a sub. I thought this day would never come but HAHA! So im fuckin around on the computers "studying" my math.
Ptsh.
Today im gonna go over to the cheesecake factory and do an interview. As much as i dont FEEL like doing all of that because im lazy and would rather just play video games and stuff all day, i need to be doing stuff with my life. Plus i want my sister to be proud of me too...she started makin big bucks when she was working at restaurants.

Her first one was Black Angus. blah. nastay nastay food.

like most restaurants they use hella butter and oil and most americans dont cook for themselves because theyre lazy and know other people can do it for them so they go eat at these places that everyone else eats at and get fat and icky and grow mold in their intestines.
no...

i dont know if the mold thing is all that true.
but it was grossly funny.
HAR HAR HAR.
OK so the people in my class arent that bad. Theyre still dense though.
geeze...its only 9:25.
Gah i dont wanna take a practice "casa" test mang.
-_-
gr.
i want more tea.
yay for green ginger and zen!
^o^
woooh!
yeaaaah!
teaa!
<333

Why do people never call even when its like ...dude...call me!

Very annoying.
Besides that...i just got outta class...eatin my sun chippys ..kinda bloated...very annoyed and anxious.
i just want it to be 3 and i just want to be over at the cheese cake factory talking to whoever the fuck about working there man.

i should go home a change first though heh...

gah!
well.
i dont know what to do with myself.
i feel shuuuunnnnnnnnedA.
and farty.

YAY FOR LITTLE KIDS FOR 5 MINUTES!

i shouldnt be posting anymore...just in case theres more stuff i can do...little kids smell like poop.
-_-
heheheh! ^_^ im so happy.
yay for painting.
they called me teacher! ahhh!!!

Whhhhhhhhhhhhyyyy! Why must i sit here and do nothing?! What kind of volunteer work is this!? this is crazy! i shouldnt even be here man! this russian lady just sat me down on a computer...told me to wait here just in case some kid had to take a piss or whatever...

WOW! I really feel like im helping the community buy sitting on my ass bitching about not helping the community...i could be....fuckin...taking a walk or something...jesus.
my back hurts...i should remove the back pack I SHOULDNT HAVE EVEN BROUGHT BECAUSE IM NOT HELPING ANY OF THESE HOMELESS KIDS WITH THEIR HOMEWORK!!!
heh....

grrr.

Sheep called ....wonderful timing you stupid cow! he's going to SF to go look at rings cause his sister is getting married to this man from israel or some place like that basically so she can have someone to support her and he can stay in this country...
so...from what i get out of this situation is theyre both just feeding off eachother.
what a wonderful wedding this is going to be!

they dont have any money but theyre planning all this shit....and some where in the woods in Santa Cruz.
ptsh!!111!!11

>.<

i know for a fact that most of the people who are going to that thing are going to be sceptical as hell and probably have litty bitty smirks on their faces.
wanna know the funny thing?
do ya?

Im the brides maid.

What the fuck is a 17 year old who cant even stay to celebrate the damn thing cause she lives in a group home gonna do to help out the bride?!
heh...Wanna know what sheep said...he said that the only reason im the brides maid is because His sister doesnt have many friends...so she thought id be her best bet...-_-
thank you, you FUCKING SKINNY SHIT HEAD!
That makes me feel so loved...but also...its not very suprising because!!!....shes manipulative..and will say and do...not anything...but a lot to make you do what she wants.

The other funny thing is she thinks im blind to it...she even said it herself...in her own.."hehehe she wont understand because shes a silly little girl" way...

Im no fool lady...i will cutchu!!!

>0<

cutting face.

man am i tired of sitting here..where are the little kids who need to go pee?
maybe i can teach them how to spell stuff on the way to the bathroom...
at least she didnt tell me to go away!
im late cause my group home FM lady the lady who runs all the houses and is a fat nazi gtg

how long is 18 weeks? hmm...like a lot of months huh?

straaaange.
well...hello livejoural and friends.
i hope you are all doing well. im fine i suppose...my undies are annoying me. maybe i should go comando for the rest of today...<_< perhaps. heh....i think i will. what a fabulous idea Jennifer. my body is sore. i has a tummy flu yesterday. it sucked. i still feel kinda weird. todays saint pattys day! woopiidiiidooodaaahh! hopefully sheep and i are gonna hang out today. me no see why not! tomorrow i gatta see both my social worker and PO. im getting off probation soon...amazing i know. -_- heh. its been like 2 flippin years man. 4 and a half more months till i get the fuck outta this horrid system. man does it suck. what're you guys doing today huuuh?

woodi wodi wooh.


sunday is womans birthday and i got some money to buy her somethin. i thin k im gonna get her some cute sweats or some shit and a nice sweater. plus hmm...something else.

iono.


blah.

i wanna see batman v crazy joker dude.

im cranky.

Uh wow Halloween at home! Ive never done this before!!! heh....that meeting i had with my po and social worker (who i think is a stupid smelly crusty cunt) and Lesby and Kenya (ya hella bitches) and uhm...house therapist lady...

it went well.

i want then all o not live any longer but hey....all is well for the most part...if you dont count the fact that there are "reliable resources" out there watching me n shit.

Heh...men....give them the cold shoulder and they'll come back with sad puppy dog eyes.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE OF THE NORTH!!!

YAY FOR AARON!!!

"'And what is as important as knowledge,' asked the mind? 'Caring and seeing with the heart,' answered the soul."